Keeping the regime going!

Admist the process of trying to improve myself, (yeah, i got bored and sick of my current state of affairs. hence the decision to finally stand up and start walking about instead of slobbing it out on the sofa.) I managed to find a treasure map.

Here's wat i did:
1) Made my wardrobe a lil more updated , meaning new t shirts, pseudo torn jeans. I need more work on the clothing dept but thats what i got at the moment. Oh, i intend to get new shoes btw.

2) Signed up for facials and tanning sessions. I don't dig the Oil of ULAY white skin look anymore, makes me feel old. It sucked and will suck again if i don't keep up my little regime.

3) A little more workout and a little less food intake. I used to be careless about the way i eat and when i eat. Double whammy and finally decided to tighten the reins a little. So, next time if u see me, say "No carbohydrates after 6pm dude."

4) Changed my hairstyle. Rather, i "zhnged" (the singlish equivalent of "modding") my hairstyle. Still short but a lil diff. No longer a patch of grass outta my head.

So by sheer chance, i found the spot and started to dig a little. Before long, i was knee deep within the soil. Suddenly, i realised i was trying to dig like a madman. Still no treasure chest. Hey, i haven't been digging long enough, of course there isn't a treasure chest.

So u see, here lies a grave flaw of mine. Impatience.

But i'm still digging, trying to search for that treasure chest with my new t shirts and pseudo torn jeans. At times, i don't know if thats the right spot or if its even true the treasure chest is there in the 1st place. Kinda fustrates me cuz i'm a sucker for instant results. (Which is bad, cuz i also believe in the saying "easy come, easy go" )

Frankly, i'm irritated by the fact that i can't do more than dig with a cheap shovel. My state of affairs would not allow me to get an excavator to really test things out, that costs too much. My insecurity and impatience constantly shout out to me that i should really get the hell outta the hole. But my hope and naivety, if you can call it that, constantly tell me "if you dig a little more, perhaps it'll be there? Finding the treasure would be really damn good." I really would love to know who's right in the end.. Even then, i must always remember it was by chance i found the treasure map.

I'm a little disheartened now cuz i think i've hit a rock and its hard to work around that. I gotta tell myself to "Keep the regime going!" Can't stop here folks. Gotta dig a lil more. Perhaps a lil more tomorrow...